- 3:41 PM

Finally found the mood to blog... this few days... been thinking bout lots of things... the only thing that can keep me from thinking bout other things is surprisingly going to arcade to play san guo... saw alot of things this few days, thought alot of things and oso felt alot of things this few days... it all felt like... heaven, hell and lik totally mood less lar... dont hav the energy to think about any other things... dunno y i juz keep feeling lik sleeping whenever i am not playing... i dunno what to do when school reopens... but the days keep comin nearer and nearer... now no more opportunity to play san guo even if i wan to... what am i going to do to keep me mind distracted... hmmm next time when i hav the mood and the energy then elaborate more on what happened... i juz feel lik sleeping... to never wake up again... (this song really sums up my feeling... i think you will roughly understand how i feel after u listen to it...)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vqVW4tHgp_E
Dear God:
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Labels: One goal... Only one... maybe... i should never chase towards it ever again...

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