- 3:41 PM

Finally found the mood to blog... this few days... been thinking bout lots of things... the only thing that can keep me from thinking bout other things is surprisingly going to arcade to play san guo... saw alot of things this few days, thought alot of things and oso felt alot of things this few days... it all felt like... heaven, hell and lik totally mood less lar... dont hav the energy to think about any other things... dunno y i juz keep feeling lik sleeping whenever i am not playing... i dunno what to do when school reopens... but the days keep comin nearer and nearer... now no more opportunity to play san guo even if i wan to... what am i going to do to keep me mind distracted... hmmm next time when i hav the mood and the energy then elaborate more on what happened... i juz feel lik sleeping... to never wake up again... (this song really sums up my feeling... i think you will roughly understand how i feel after u listen to it...)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vqVW4tHgp_E
Dear God:
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Labels: One goal... Only one... maybe... i should never chase towards it ever again...

the fight started at at 3:41 PM;

- 10:23 PM

Yo... went dnt today... alot of ppl pon but i veri good boy along wif jarrel we went... suprisingly time passed quite fast... went home changed... went lot one wif my cousin play sanguo... met tai zi although i met him alot of times liao but today finally became friends wif him haha... oh btw sasori y u nvr come... wanted to see u play sia u so pro ba zhe seh... haha jkjk saw ur msn write that you are sick hope u get well... saw taizi help my cosin play against all the noobs but actually they veri pro but haiz... tai zi you so pro zhen shu ba wang sia lik thrusting god lik tat... haiz they veri pro but still lose to you untill lik i nothing say sia... hope to be lik u but for other countries or for shu guo oso can i dun mind haha... hmm after tat we went buy sushi back for supper coz veri sianz nothing to eat at home... nice but so ex... no money... tmr somemore nid go again tis time wif haolink(me^^), evoxis(my cousin), tai zi(new friend), sasori(my veri good san guo friend)... hope to hav a good match wif all of you^^...

Labels: One goal... Only one... maybe... i should never chase towards it ever again...

the fight started at at 10:23 PM;

- 10:00 PM

Yay class outing... aiya actually not all that fun... early morning went there wif jarrel, ze hao,clarance by jarrel's dad... eh jarrel Thx Bro... hmm go there rented 2 double seater bike go ride ride around east coast... so tiring but so fun haha... completed the whole thing in about 30 mins... sianz wasted sia... me and ze hao go slack then jarrel and clarance go search for the bowling... hmm in the end they founded it then returned our bikes and actually it was so freaking close but they took so long... nvm as long as can play can liao i dun care so much... after that alot of small things happen lazy list them maybe next time bah... hmm bbq ar.... aiya sianz dunno y dun feel lik eating so i go sit on the bench listen music dun wan to go eat....(oh btw i not emoing i listening to music then thinking about wad move to make) aiya oso got things happen but dun say all those things... in the end i wasted the entire chance sia... i never even made any effort... maybe i deserve it... why didnt i even had any courage go and even talk to her... why must this happen... maybe it is not meant to be... i leave this things at that scince they are not even meant to be told...

Labels: One goal... Only one... maybe... i should never chase towards it ever again...

the fight started at at 10:00 PM;

- 2:54 PM

Today so sianz... erm nothing much happen juz tat the history teacher si bei lame sia... in the morning come into the clss juz to scold us about our history file... LAMER... hmmm after tat lik nothing much liao... science lesson go hall fly plane... after school folow jarrel they all awhile k po... juz came back...

Eh btw gladys hu say i tokin bout u... anyhow start saying me... aiya scince tat got so much misunderstanding i go delete tat post lar...

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the fight started at at 2:54 PM;

- 5:42 PM

Posting... Today ar... haiz suppose to go for the basket ball thing but got class photo taking... hmm when taking photo Ze Hao they all go gl yew aan keep bluffing him say teacher confiscate liao haha... but ar 1 time wen goin back class liao they ask teacher keep then suddenly teacher serious this time really go confiscate... wen go back class yew aan so sad then go cry then everyone go lik ask him stop lar... So Freaking funny... after school went to book for jarrel they all ktv room then we slack till 4.30 lik tat then they went play basket ball liaoz then i come back use com lorz...

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the fight started at at 5:42 PM;

- 5:55 PM

Yo... sianz cam back from cca so tired... feel like sleeping...even my typing become alot slower liao... Today... Mdm Aisha sebei... oso duno how to describe her... she juz veri Haiz... she ar make a big fuss juz becoz we never give out the books... can juz give it a rest anot you veri extra sia... Hmm other then tat i dun tink got anything interesting liaoz... Hmmm after school go cca... was veri good dia tmr leave school a 11 coz go do PA for the bsket ball thing... Yay!!! Haiz but then ar tmr come home at 5+, 6 lik tat... but nvm lar lik tat nia... Hmmm now thinking wad to do on class outing...

Labels: One goal... Only one...

the fight started at at 5:55 PM;

- 8:16 AM

Hmm... yesterday not much went out... go home... then went out again until 10+ then come back... played audi until sian went to sleep haiz nid wake up early... Now ar... other then posting, looking at other ppl the blog and finding buyers for my san guo cards if not sure no money for class outing liaozzz... (T^T) so sad play so long then so lucky get that card but now nid sell because of class outing... Haiz... Sianz lar tis few days very tired so not goin to post liaoz...

Labels: One goal... Only one...

the fight started at at 8:16 AM;

- 2:23 PM

Yo posting... yesterday... diao cant remember liao let me think ar... oh clarance and yew aan spar... haiz clarance go beat yew aan the stomach then he vomit coz juz eat haha... clarance how can lik tat bully someone so much bigger then you... oh after we see them fight then went for the poetry workshop thing... our teacher so good!!! suppose to let us off at 5.15 but she let us off at 5... yay!!! hmm aiya after tat not much to say all the things private... today ar juz came back from school... stayed back to complete the hang-glider project... oh and oso got the fire drill... lucky sia if not for that we have to sit through chinese lesson... sianz now nid rush off for chinese tuition... sianz so much things to do sia no time to slack...

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the fight started at at 2:23 PM;

- 4:07 PM

Yo... today ar second day of e-learning... sianz wake up go down stairs chit chat wif jarrel,clarance and ze hao... after tat they come my hse play audi then i wanted to do the eng the e-learing but so freaking laggy... try so many times still cant so heck care lar... haiz science... dun wan say liao lar... went causeway arcade... spend so much on initial D... after tat went marcus hse play... sianz now nid tink of wad to tell teachers for not doing the e-learning... sianz lar y muz unity spend so little effort on e-learning waste out time and energy oni sia...

Labels: One goal... Only one...

the fight started at at 4:07 PM;

- 3:35 PM

Today... Yay its E-learning...no need go school... Hmmm wake up go bathe then head off to mac wif Jarrel... at mac meet Clarance thr... we wanted w8 for Ze Hao but wen we called he say he juz wake up... then lazy w8 lar eat first... then wen eat finish lazy w8 so went back to windermere... on the way back Jarrel said he wanted to buy food from 7-11... see him buy then me and Clarance oso hungry liao so hack care lar oso folo Jarrel buy... wen we came back Jarrel wen take his windermere card then i sianz go do e-learing... do do do... during breaks go play audi... then wen time for chinese I tried goin to the page but so lag cant even go then aiya heck care lar go play audi haha... then not long ze hao they all come... aiya they all come here eat instant noodle then oso play abit of audi... wen 1 we go down play billard... haha billard something veri funny happenb but lets juz leave it a secret u all wen u see me then ask lar... see i wan say anot haha... sianz now juz came back from billard nothing to do... go watch anime bah...

Labels: One goal... Only one...

the fight started at at 3:35 PM;

- 6:09 PM

Yo posting... today at school... aiya sianz lar pass jarrel the mentos... wen i throw... he missed it then juz nice go through the window and landed downstairs... so freaking scary lar... but heng no one see so nvr let it stay there till it decompose haha... geog ar... sianz lar i talk wif marcus karen kang go extra me open impact the wrapper sho oso like spying on me... wen pass impact to ze hao... karan kang saw(i tink) then went ze hao there ask him giv her but dunno how come suddenly at marcus thr... hmmm during geog oso got sumting happen to me but aiya dun wan say lar... chinese got test... got ppl cheat!!! hu ar??? maths ar... get 94/100... actually can get full marks lor i every single question correct just that i for get do 1 question 2 marks... if i do and get 2 marks i oso get full marks liao lor... Teck Hsun u lucky nia... after school went home then go cca... juz came back totally soaked lor...

Labels: I got 1 goal now...

the fight started at at 6:09 PM;

- 2:42 PM

Yo posting... juz now chat on msn... oso got play abit of audi... after play audi went to study chinese... tmr got test haiz sianz lar test test test i oso dunno wad the ans lor... study oso like not much dif... after study damn sianz suddenly feel like damn emo... dun feel like doing anyting except sleep... so i went to sleep... hoping when i wake up everything will be better... juz wake up nothing feels any better espacially my stomach coz haven eat lunch... goin eat liao if not gastric then everything even worse...

the fight started at at 2:42 PM;